Yaad Hai ( I Remember)
He Married Her ,He Brought her home as His Wife but Yet Was it Marriage?. For Him It Was Just an Act. An Act He had to enact to save her life and Now. In simplest Words She is His Contract Wife.A Wife Just For three Months Until He was Able to get Rid of His Mother's Sautan or in better words his fiancee ..
Was is it the Same for Her ? Indeed No .She Believed in the concept of Marriage. She Accepted Him as her husband With Her Whole Heart but Could She Voice Her Decision ?No For Him It was All An Act..but For her it was her truth .the truth that she had barred her soul to him.Only him . The only person who could evoke feelings . Touch her , Make her feel butterflies. He is her everything ...
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The Time Lapsed.It Was the End of the Third Month Since Her Stay in Her Sasural..It was the Time to leave. Leave. Leave him..His Everything.
The Decision Was Mutual.. When The Day Came to an End She had to Leave ..Just with a Handshake or Should She say a Hand Hold..The Same Hold She Had Dreamt to Have a Life Together ..That Moment Bought her The Memories She Would Give her Life if it was Real ! .Was it ? No ,it was Just an Act of Love they Enacted Just to Show Everyone . but For Her ..It was True As She was True To herself.She was his Wife ! And He was a Husband !
Teri Meri Aankhon Ne Milke Jo Khwaab Bune
(The dreams that our eyes wove together)
Woh Bade Pyare Thhe
(They were very lovely)
(They were very lovely)
Teri Meri Paaon Chale Milke Ke Do Pairon Tale
(While walking both our feet reached a place and on that floor)
Taare Hi Taare Thhe
(Stars were decorated)
She had to Leave Behind . Everything. Every Moment Spend Came rushing into her .it took her to The Day They had slept together in the recliner in his arms. Was it in his Arms ? No. Yet She Felt it was . Everything of Him Intoxicated Her .He was Her to take . but Now !
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain ..
(I remember all the things)
Woh Chand Raatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember those nights)
(I remember those nights)
The Time is coming to an end his heart screamed. "Stop her "said his heart. But Was it the Same Omkara Standing Before her ? No it Was Omkara Singh Oberoi The Person Who hated her With all his heart.but yet letting go of her hand reminded him the softness of her hand clasped in his hand..his missed the warmth. his heart pained .his heart screamed "you are letting go a gem of person. But Omkara Singh Oberoi Took Decisions from mind.The Moments Spend With Each other. Flashes came across. Her laugh, Her smile , Her tears , Her chirpiness . The moment she fell in his arms.. He did not want to let her go from his arms back then . but now.
(I remember the softness of Your hands)
Woh Maasoom Pyari Si Besharmiyaan Yaad Hain ...
(I remember those naïve shamelessness)
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
She has Taken the Decision To Free him Why ? Was it because she felt guilty he was forced into the relationship ?.No it was not the only reason indeed..She loved him .She Realized She was Hopelessly in love with her Husband.When the thought of leaving him broke her. She was ready to sacrifice her love for his happiness. She was ready to live with the memories of their time together.Only memories!
The Rainfall Had a beautiful Memory attached to her heart.to them . The day she felt she had someone .The day there was someone to embrace her sorrows.. but...but.. will she ever get to embrace him in the rain ? Drench together ? No. She can Remember the moment he put down his facade of a being Nandi and smeared cake in her face .. He was happy . The care freeness.. his laugh .. his smile It went away but still remained within her.
Yaad Hai Tumko Woh Barsaatein
(Do You remember that rainfall)
Jab Milke Hum Bheege Thhe
(In which we got drenched together)
Kyun Andar Se Aanch Uthi
(Why was there a flame ignited within us)
Jab Baahar Se Hum Geele Thhe
(While both of us were completely soaked)
Kaisi Thhi Woh Befikri
(What kind of care freeness was that )
Guzri Phir Bhi Na Guzri
(It went away but still remained)
Aisi Shaamein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember such evenings)
Aisi Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all such things)
(I remember all such things)
The Moment she stepped out of the Mansion He found her letter .."I Love You Omkara ,"Your Wife Gauri... He could remember The Day She hugged him with happiness he reciprocated.
Was it an Act to Show his family ? Was it ? His heart questioned..No it was Not. it was a moment she hugged him with all her love.. Her eyes conveyed her love . her eyes captivated him held him.. Pleaded him.. The words she spoke made no sense back then.. He couldn't decipher... but Now he could.. But was she here? No.. She Left.She Left him.. To a World of her own.. To a life without him.. She was Here.. He could see her . he could feel her .. Her smile that warmed his heart.. but it was just a passing mirage ..she left taking away his happiness...
Koi Jaan Ke Jaan Se Toh Guzarta Nahi
(No one puts his life in danger knowingly)
Kabhi Apni Marzi Se Koi Bichhadta Nahi
(No one gets separated knowingly)
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all the things)
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all the things)
Was She Happy? She Left Him For his Happiness . but was she herself? Was She the Chirpy Joyful Girl she was with him?..Was She Normal?. "No" her heart Screamed. Tears Started Flowing Down her eyes. She couldn't forget him. the strings attached to her memory.. Couldn't go away . Could she sleep ..? The Word "Sleep took her to the memories .. The day she slept in his shoulders content and peaceful. she did not care about the world.It was him Only him and Her.She was lost in him.she could remember everything..his cuteness when his slept..He looked content back then. Was it because she was beside him...? She could remember the care freeness when they had danced madly . what type of a care freeness was that ? . It went away .. She had hugged him. Was it a part of an act the enacted as a couple hopelessly in love.. It wasn't . He hugged her back. She felt his love the moment he reciprocated with a chuckle .He did not push her away.Did he love her ?. Did he have feelings for her? . But couldn't he express it... why didn't he ? She cried. if he had?
Kaandhe Pe Sar Rakh Ke Tere
(After putting my head on Your shoulder)
Soyi Thhi Main Kitni Der
(I slept for a short while)
Dhoondh Rahi Thhi Duniya Mujhko
(The world was searching for me)
Khoyi Thhi Main Kitni Der
(I was lost for a little while)
Kaisi Thhi Woh Befikri
(What kind of carefreeness was that )
Guzri Phir Bhi Na Guzri
(It went away but still remained)
Saari Shaamein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all those evenings)
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all those things)
She came to him . She questioned him about the status of their relationship. Why couldn't he shout at her "it was just a bloody contract ... Why didn't he?..because . "You love her" he heard his inner voice ,But .but was blinded by his hatred . He could not express his love in his heart in words.. if he had? Would she have ...? . He had become Stoned heart since she left . Did tears come out in the form of his pain.. No why? She had taken all his tears and smile the day she left. it was just anger left..the anger that he couldn't stop her. The anger that he couldn't express. why?..He wanted to shout ..
Jo Hothon Se Naa Keh Saka Harf Woh Bhi To Hai
(What I couldn't say with my lips, those are also words)
Jo Aankhon Se Naa Beh Saka Dard Woh Bhi To Hai
(The ones which didn't flow from the eyes(as tears), those are also pains)
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
He wanted her.. He wanted her more than the air and water. He could remember .Everything thing of her . Her dark orbs making him drown in them.. her everything..Her tinkling bangles . her long tresses ..Which he would have fisted in his hands when they would kiss.. her petite figure which fitted his arms . She was the missing the puzzle of his life..Her scent which intoxicated him.. Her glucose wali chaiii . Will he be ever able to get a taste of her and her chai?.Will he? . He would die a thousand deaths to get just a chance.. Only a one chance... because he needed her to live. She was his breath. She was his humdard.. She was his heartbeat..She was the mother of his child..She was the reason of his existence.The three months spend with her was the beautiful phase of his life.if he could go back in time. "I need You Gauri '..He screamed but the storm had left with his chirrayai.
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all those things)
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
(I remember everything)
She had decided to go away from him. his memories..his memories haunted her.She longed for him . His touch , his love ,his care.Going away was the only solution. She left Him . To a Place where he would not be able to find her?
Yaad Hai Sab Mujhe Yaad Hai
(I remember everything)
Saari Baatein Mujhe Yaad Hain
(I remember all those things)
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Will they cross each other again ?. Will they be one in all true sense?.Will they become soul mates? Will they become inseparable?.Only Destiny Knows!
After Few Years
Gauri mutters under her breath whining out how Bhavya has ditched her and gone a date with Some jerk who Bhavya did not reveal to Gauri . So many chunri's to make within a day's time . How can She make this much in a short span? .
A Knock on the door disturbs her by mistakenly she ends up pricking her finger with the needle She was using . A Yelp leaves from her mouth due to the pain . She sucks her finger and places the things in the floor . She walks towards to the Door But for once She did not know why She felt a connection . The air which passed by hitting on her face carried the fragrance of him , His aura , She cannot be mistaken , Even after years of separation . She could feel him , Her heart beat quickens with the thoughts her mind and her heart agreeing on . Calming her racing heart by stroking it . She closes her eyes taking a deep breath She walks towards the Door . As The taps increased louder and louder Gauri did not know why she felt jinxed .
"It could not be him !" Gauri reminds herself , even after years She had a slight ache and hope he would come but She knew that he wouldn't come back to her , After all He was a confusing man , He could not decipher even his own feelings . Then Why would he come to her ?. Maybe He might have married someone and maybe have children too . Her breath gets caught at that thought . She should be happy if he is settled and -- But She couldn't She left him but Her love for him never died . She could not bear to see in the arms of another woman , She just couldn't . She touches her cheeks to find wetness in her hands to Find her crying . Every time that thought occurred to her She felt heavy that She ends up crying .1
Running her thumbs across her cheeks . She takes a deep breath , She had moved to Pune to start a new life away from him and She had been successful , She earned a little but it was more than enough to keep her and her mother happy .
Her Heart starts beating loudly as She nears the door . She keeps her palm on the door as if in a daze Feeling him Keeping his palm on the other side of the door , Another sigh and a breath . She closes her eyes praying out loudly it is not what she thinks and Opens the Door.
"It is not him !" She whispers still having her eyes closed but Her wish breaks as She hears the voice .
"Gauri !" A hoarse whisper from him , Gauri burst out crying still having her eyes closed She did not Know why ! But just Her name from his mouth , The emotions she had bolt up since years inside her unable to share it with anyone comes out , a dam of tears flows from her eyes as She bites her lower lip to stop herself from sobbing out loudly . 1
"Gauri !" Again He calls out to her in a silent whisper . She does not open her eyes instead She pulls the door to shut it but He is Quick to put his foot in between and Pushes himself inside the house .
Still not opening her eyes Gauri leans to the wall as She sobs and ends up falling on her knees leaning into the wall . Before She could touch the floor He snakes his arms around her waist and pulls her close to him .
Still having her eyes closed She bunches his shirt as She cries and whispers "Why Now?" ,
"There was a nandhi bell who had grown so many head horns in his head , Then there was village belle who entered his life and without her knowlegede She Changed him slowly but Still that Nandhi had a horn called ego that did not let him see through his blind hatred the Love that Village belle had for him , But One day The head horn Nandhi let her go with just a handshake but Nandhi did not understand that She had took the horns with her leaving behind a broken nandhi. Unable to get her to himself and Shower his love on her that Nandhi started missing her so much to the point that She became her drug . Nandhi's Village Belle Vanished Like a dream . Nandhi got mad in rage started breaking everything around him unable to get anything more in his hold , He started punishing himself by distancing himself from everything he loved , From His Family-- " His voice choked as he paused to take a good break ,
Gauri opens her eyes for the first time Shocked Hearing him He left his family for her? But Why , She looks at him closely , He had lost so much weight His beard overgrown more than he used to have , His hair just the way it is until his shoulder , His eyes which captivated her looks as if It had lost his soul , A Look at him She knew He wasn't the same person anymore . He was A Broken Man ! ,
"I Started living alone drowning myself in business and searching you , But My Village belle hated Nandhi so much that She left From the city - " ,
Gauri cups his mouth not letting him speak further " I can never hate you , never !" She chokes as She says , " I Left because you hated me , I Did not want to trouble you with my existence ! ",
Om pulls her palm back as He says choking " I Love you Gauri , Please Come back !" , 1
Gauri bites her lower lip trying to muffle her cry , He just confessed the three words She had been dying to hear from him since years . But Could She trust him again ? That He will not break her heart? And Leave her? , Seeing the myriad of emotions passing through her eyes Om was quick to know where her thoughts might be heading .
"Don't You Trust me Gauri too hold my hand?" Om asks her hurt
Gauri cries not knowing what she is to reply . He cups her face in his palm "Please!" He could not think of a life without her that too after his quest of searching her . "Please " He whispers again leaning his forehead against hers .
She raises her eyelashes looking straight into his eyes which is pouring out in pure love for her .
"I Always Knew Om , You were never a bad person it is that the circumstances changed you , You have gone through a lot in life So it was right in your point to think about me in that way but for once I wanted you to hear me out for Once Om , For Once , But --" She pauses and leans backward and angles her head to look into his eyes straightly as She says ,
"I started Loving you the Angry Broken Man , He made me feel things that Anyone Never could , Just His touch Can send chills down my spine . My Love For him made me leave him so that He would be happy - " ,
Gauri is cut off as Om starts to speak " My Happiness is with you " ,
Gauri nods and places her palm on his cheeks " For Once Can I be Selfish?" , Om looks at her confused and leans onto her palm loving the warmth in her palm filling the void in his life . 1
She smiles through her tears as She places her other palm on his other cheek and rests her forehead against him , " When are we leaving to Our Home?" ,
Omkara did not expect this , He was shocked his eyes widens hearing her , Before a grin breaks through his lips . He hugs her tightly murmuring into her hairs how happy he is and kisses on her temple . Gauri wraps her tiny arms around his back and places her chin on his shoulder and cries happily . She is done fighting with her feelings . She knew She wanted this ,To Be back in his arms . She wants to be selfish and embrace him back for once in her life . She isn't sure whether Her mother would be happy with her decision as She blamed Omkara for Her life getting miserable and having to live alone . Gauri had been trying to explain and make her understand it was Never Omkara who intruded in her life and left her , If Someone had to be blamed it was Kali thakur !.
Om breaks from the hug and they both look into each others eyes having a silent conversation through the eyes but The difference was their orbs were soulful and back to life , 1
"I want you to promise something " Omkara whispers , His expression utter serious ,
Gauri nods as his says " I could be a jerk , I cannot promise you that I would be a perfect husband , I am Flawed . At times i might vent out my frustrations on you , but then again i would try to work it out but promise me whatever it is you could hit me with a spatula or maybe a broom stick too - " , Gauri chuckles through her tears hearing him 4
"But never Leave me Gauri , I am Done Fighting alone I need someone to Fight with me and Love me for the Person I am !" He completes but Frowns seeing tears threatening to spill out .1
She places her head on his chest as he wraps his arms around her tiny frame pulling her more closer to him , "I Fell in love with the Nandhi , So you do not have to worry on that , Once I let myself go away from you but this time No , As you said I would rather show my dabbang skills on my nandhi than leaving him !" , 2
Om lets out a care free happy laugh hearing her "I Love You My Little Kitten !" He whispers places his lips on her forehead .
"Kitten? Like Really Omkara ? I am A tigress !" She says haughtily pushing her hair back ,
Om's lips break out in a wider grin "Okay My Tigress ! ,
"My Jattadari !" She tells with a grin hugging him again .
He pinches her chin forcing her to look up at him , She Looks straight into his eyes . He places a feathery kiss on her eyelids . Heat creeps through her cheeks . He looks into her eyes with a tiny smile seeing her blushing . He drags his lips across her cheek to the corner of her lips . She sucks in her breath enjoying the sensation and tingles her husband is making her feel . She bunches his collar as His lips touch the corner of her mouth .
"Gauri" He whispers unsure whether She would like , He knew She is new to physical intimacy He had to take it slow but years of being apart from her does not help him either . He wants to kiss her and make himself believe that She is back to him .
Gauri knew what her husband wanted indeed even She wants him to her kiss her . It would be her first kiss that she would cherish for life . She wants to be the woman who he would want . but This is all new to her . She feels shy to voice out . Seeing her not reacting Om leans back a little to find her flushed and her eyes close .
Not Feeling the warmth Gauri sighs disappointment . Seeing her face falling was all needed for Om to pull her close and Kiss her . He grabs her tightly so that their torsos touching . A rosy tinge creeps up her neck length to the tip of her ears .
Om smiles before placing his lips on hers , She gasps and bunches his Shirt in her both hands trying to balance herself as Her knees weaken . The moment their lips touched , The world vanished instantly . Her eyes fell closed and all She could feel was him . His warmth , His hands caressing her cheeks . Sparks flew in every direction . It was a small yet warm kiss . Om smiles against her lips feeling her kissing her back . Her lips moving in perfect sync trying to copy him . Om runs his hands down her arms settling it on her waist Om pulls her close to him deepening the kiss . Om pinches her waist as She gasps . Taking this as a change he enters into her mouth . as their tongue mated for the first time . Gauri runs her hands along his spine and locks it around his neck . Om smiles feeling her hands running through his hair .
Breaking apart they rest their forehead against each other . Gauri looks into his eyes but lowers down feeling shy . Om chuckles seeing her blushing He pulls her close to him . She rests her head on his chest and fumbles with his shirt button . A Phone call breaks that moment . Om groans into her hair making her chuckle seeing him pissed .
She places a light kiss on his cheeks and turns around too shy to look at him after She herself kissing him .Om brushes the spot where She had kissed shocked before a grin breaks through his dimple cheeks .
He runs behind her and hugs from behind placing his chin on her shoulder as She looks over her shoulder speaking to the person on line in the other end and eyes him to move but Om pouts and buries his head on her nape .
She sucks in her breath to stop herself from moaning out loudly feeling him placing an open mouthed kiss on her neck .
"Gauriji Are you there?" Gauri hears the Other person on phone ask her .
She bites her lip to stop herself from moaning out loudly as her husband continues his assault on her nape . Instead She hums .
"Gauriji I need the chunri's by 8 tonight !" , Gauri widens her eyes and pushes Omkara away before Shouting "What 8? But you said by 11 right?" , She tells panicking seeing the time is already 4 .
"Yes Gauriji but Now we needed by 8 Can you give or Shall I cancel the order?" ,
Gauri tells him quickly " No no ..It's fine ..I'll give by 8" and hungs up the call .
Seeing her face fallen Om walks towards her and cups her face in his palms "What happened?" , Gauri proceeds to tell that She needs to deliver it by 8 and She has not even completed half of the order.
Om smiles and rubs his nose on her cheek making her smile" When You have a Husband to help Why worry?" ,
Gauri chuckles and says " It is Not Art to Paint , It is stitching ! ",
"Oh Come on Gauri it is not aeronautical engineering !", Gauri gives him a confused look .1
Om kisses on her cheeks as He says " There is nothing what cannot be learned , So biwi Let's get to work !" , with that Said Om pulls her by her arm as She directs him to the place.
Gauri looks up at her husband trying hard to make the chunri and the cute pout on his face . She places her palm on her cheeks and looks at him dreamily as Her heart whispers "Her Choice would be never wrong ! and She was right in embracing him again " ,
Om looks up at her seeing her drooling over him he gives her a flying kiss making her blush and turn her gaze back to the work .
Om chuckles seeing her antics as He promises himself never to bring a tear in her eyes . And Always Remember that She is the Light in His Darkness .
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Writer: Sh_Arohi
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